Getting out of this before it would be too late

Hey everyone,
I am a 14-year old boy, and I don't even to watch porn and masturbate anymore.
I tried NoFap before, and I always try to abstain porn with no success.
Nowadays, I watch porn on a daily basis, since I neglected this challenge. The disadvantages of it affecting me, I start to get into more hardcore things as well, and I am really tired of watching porn.

I am 100% sure I can do it, I had some short streaks that I always broke because I lacked self-control. Time flies and I can see the months passing by and I am still a slave to it. I feel like I always have to carry this addiction, and it is warping my reality.

I am aware of the situation. I am addicted. I have a problem. I have difficulties to stop.
I can't let this filthy thing to get an advantage over my body, my brain, and my heart.
I know I can do it. If I will be more strict with myself, If I will consider before I consume,
If I will be more woke. This habit was always not for me. I promise myself to have a life with no porn, which will result in the freedom we all need.

I will be there. Now I am aimless and scorn, but there is no success without failure.

 

I had a journal here, thank you for the warm welcome