Empty and Anxious

Hey guys, Remember me? Wow it's almost an year and I have changed a lot of my way of thinking and some of the answeres here were like a wake up call even though it hurt me like a...., anyway I quit being judgemental for like 90% of the time
(I SWEAR IT WAS SO HARD AND PAINFUL NOT TO JUDGE ANYONE)
even the people around me noticed that I don't talk about other people in a bad way, and I don't care about what other people do or don't. lot of people disagreed with me they say like if you don't care about what people are doing or talking about then you are really not living and kinda sick; And that's my second call to wakeup! I surrounded myself with a judgmental heads without even noticing until I lay low from it.
The second thing I still suffer from Social anxiety although I intend to go out, I noticed that I say and feel the I hate society so much not because it's bad or what nonsense excuses I made to believe in it ; but it's because am scared and I prefer or feel safer to live in my safe zone.

So I just wanted to say. Thank you all