Dopamine comedowns are the strangest thing , it's like being stuck in purgatory , you pmo and get this insane high , then your tired as fuck look like death. But it seems to take hours if not an entire day for the dopamine to finally crash and you can function properly , I find when I'm still in a dopamine high hours later , it's like your disconnected to the world around you . I suppose that's wat any drug really does. When you think about it wat other drug keeps you high for hours upon hours . As good as it can feel to be high like that it's actually fucking terrible , your disconnected and the result of watching porn to switch off this way is extremely accessible and addictive . After pmo its as though the entire day is wasted , and then it's a matter of will I fight it off tomorrow and sustain. I'm sick of watching porn but that goddamn high is so much better than sitting in purgatory Shits got to stop
Totally agree. I look at myself in the mirror after a 12 hour binge and I look so tired and pale and sad.
Been there. Done that. You can look and feel like death after a bender. It’s just awful. The thought of it is enough to stay sober forever.
