I've been free of any sexual activity for straight 90 days, I never thought I could do this, my previous best was 2 weeks or less, reaching 3 months is something that made me very proud of myself and showed my body who's boss. However, I no longer feel the need to continue the challenge, I quit MO (I never watch P) because it made me feel guilty and it feels morally wrong to me, but I no longer feel that way towards it, so I'm considering to get back to MO. I wanted to get back to MO for a couple of days now, but I can't let myself do it only because I don't want that number reset, I know that's a very silly reason but I can't help myself. I'm afraid that if I relapsed, I'll regret it a while after and get back to the NoFap campaign I don't know why I wrote this but I just felt the need to get it off my chest
Don't do it! Congrats on making it 90 days, but your journey is far from over, my friend. Always stay vigilant. You started NoFap for a reason, of course you will regret it once you relapse. The brain is tricky in getting what it wants, don't listen to even the faintest of whispers telling you to go back. "It made me feel guilty and it feels morally wrong to me." ..... "I no longer feel that way towards it." How? Your morals don't change in 90 days, doesn't that raise a red flag to you? You are here posting this because you want help, at least some part of you does. Go another month or two and see if that urge subsides. Read on here to refresh your mind. One of the most powerful deterrents from the NoFap lifestyle is not keeping your mind refreshed on why you believe it is wrong, why it's bad for you, why you don't want to do it, etc. If you have a journal, go back and read it from the beginning. Read success stories. Go to yourbrainonporn.com and look around. Good luck!
You're a fine example of why I love this community, always caring for it's members, that totally raised the red flag, thanks for pointing that out. I don't know what I was thinking about.. like.. why did I even consider relapsing? this feels so weird, like it wasn't me or something. Sadly I don't have an actual journal, the only thing that I considered my journal is my status, which I didn't update much. I'll take a look around the success stories and pay a visit to yourbrainonporn.com , it seems like an interesting site. Thanks again!
