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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.
Today I will be interacting with people around me, not with some screen.
Today I am focusing on working for God's glory
Today i am still busy and am thinking i will still be busy tomorrow and i am okay with that i guess.. hehe, busy means outings, and outings mean tired afterwards and tired means sleep rightaway.. NoFap on my way, yay!
Today I am making good choices.
Today I Had a Strange Encounter with a sheep cheese. IT was Strange, the Texture, the condition in what it was in. I was disgusted tough nothing obviously was wrong. IT Drew Long lines that reminded me of saliva so I thought that the animal condition and product Qualität was not so good. Its a General development i think.
Some 16 years ago I Stopped eating meat. Cause i didnt Like the Texture... Now If the Same Happens with certain cheeses now, either I Limit myself to other cheeses or become Gully vegan or Go Back meat eating and leave away the Milk products. Its Strange.
As for porn or Masturbation I decided that I Limit myself to once a week... And then only for a Short time. Like 15 Minutes. And hell yea I feel a whole fucking Lot better than when I fapped every afternoon when I Came Home First Thing...
So once again: Fuck You porn and thanks for ruining my Life!
Today I will be nicer, and abstain from porn.
Today I will make sure I do what I have to do.
Today I will be a better person then yesterday.
Today I am doubtful.
I resist at least for a week.
I read more, Go Training and feel better If I dont fap at all to porn or only very seldom.
Today, I am going to workout until I faint.
I will not disgrace myself today I have better things to do
Today we are all hating the porn Industry.
I try to enjoy my Holidays from University, but still I work 30 Hours a week at a dark place.
The Woman I like to have does not want me and I do not understand, or I don't want to understand.
I am stiff even tough I try to Train kung fu, but it's not very useful in a fight.
"today, i am bizarre as in tempted"
that was what i wanted to write yesterday but as it wasn't very positive i didn't post it and instead lamented in my irregular journal of reboot lol
and i resisted p.. not bcuz of me but bcuz of my Savior, my Jesus
ahh today, am grateful, very grateful to my Creator.. sth positive happens when u resist.. sth called love and mercy and God working in my life
I will not give up this fight I did well today and resisted temptation
Today I am on my 9th day but as I felt weak and low mood today, once again I reigned victorious and feel good that it is another day withOUT porn.
Today i was self encouraged!
Today I think I shouldve fapped less in the past.
Today I am determined to break the habit of PMO and have self repect.
Today I am focusing on good things.
Today i focus on cutting from my life that and those which do not benefit me
I did not give in today though I am weak I choose to stay in no mater how many time I may fail I will keep going and one day I will reach my goal only then will I see myself as strong
Today I am 11 days strong and gonna keep going! Have a nice girl in my life and I feel so lucky to have met her and this also motivates me to keep on the straight path of no porn forever!