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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.
Today I am spending time with people.
If WE would be fucked by the Same old Guys that the porn Ladies are everyone would watch porn at the Maximum once and then never again. Or If WE knew IT before WE would have never watched IT. But porn fucks US in This way every time but Our wounds are emotional, Not bodily.
Our wounds are emotional, Not bodily.[/QUOTE]
true, so true
Today I am actually going to spend time with people.
Today, I am staying strong cause I am tired of all the drama
true, so true[/QUOTE]
But today Despite Not watching IT I am fucking depressed. Has a Lot to do with Lifestyle also...
Today, I will be more mature emotionally.
Long time no see everybody. How are you guys doing? I hope anyone is awesome. I haven't signed up this platform for a couple of weeks mainly because of my work, and I today started joining again. I fully recognized that I'm on 52 Days, which means how amazing am I. Keep staying fresh, busy and positive. You'll have a wonderful life. I wish all of you the best of luck
Today I am remembering how good sobriety is.
today, i am lazy and numb
and it seems all okay
Today I had vegan spaghetti asciutta with This dried soy Protein granule
I feel pretty Well... Tough some softcore edging, also fap edging...
Just a Lot of Work, writing my Master Thesis... Training Shaolin. Tough I Always complain. Even when Going to church I think No one means it.
Today, I am not counting my problems, today, I am counting my blessings
Today I am trying to process emotions in a healthy way.
I feel depressed. But only half. Thanks freedom. One addiction for another: prison break
Today I am remembering God's Presence.
Fuck! I am on day 9. What the hell? I don't even feel it.
Today I thought About fapping, I saw a few pics and vids, but PORN TURNED ME OFF. Whaaat? Am I still the same Person today?
Then I watched an interview... Then I realised: today I am not watching porn because every female porn star is a poor and destroyed human being… they all got an issue, a reason why they would do porn. It's sociology and statistics. not free will.
Spoiler alert: don't watch even the interview... it just Shows: she didn't have a dad so she is doing porn…
Today I am going outside and reading a book.
Today I'm grateful.
You could call yourself "Arnaldo Castrato" because You are Like US all on Nofap, the greatest Shit and invention since There is Internet. Fapping to porn gives us Lust, but IT can also give US Depression, Aggression, possession. IT would be Better to have real Sex but IT IS Not Always possible. So a non violent porn or a fap with oneself in a DARK room...
I think that nonviolent porn of the 70s is better than the weird and aggressive rapist stuff with Sasha Grey This ugly bitch face. she Looks Like pure Shit. WE wouldnt fuck her so why did WE fap to her getting fucked by bastard losers with No Brain and Heart?
Porn Star s are devils. Except Amber Lynn and others. She is an Angel.
But I won't watch IT anyways because I dont want to by now! One day when I am old I might fap a Lot again when This Nofap Shit became obviously useless and with No granted success. I Wish I could fap again to hard porn Like a crazy animal. At 240 faps per Minute Up to 300 thats my Speed... Or simetimes faster!!!! 480 and one would have to be a Ninja sword Master to fap faster. I mastered an Art and I dont need to practice any longer. This movement I perfected....