Cuckold fetish is destroying my life

Do you want that fetish in your real sex life or just for masturbation ?

 

The reason you think you want this is because that's all you've ever known and you've programmed your brain and wired it to that. The fact that you're a virgin makes it worse because you haven't experienced real sex with a woman. Now even if you have a chance your brain is telling you it's better just to watch than to participate, because you've in a way brainwashed yourself. I'm guessing you have very low self-esteem issues and that's not me taking a shot at you or making fun of you because Lord knows I've been there. You may have convinced yourself that you don't even deserve to have sex and only deserve to watch.

 

Also 48 days might be too soon for you see progress. If you addiction is bad enough it might take 90 days MINIMUM.

 

first just relax and be calm.

take a book and start writing about your feelings

on that writings you will slowly evolve and find the underlying issue you have which trigger the cuck mindset.

maybe you have some traumas and which is hidden inside, so first know there is a root problem.

cuck is formed, core of this fetish is watching porn.

on watching porn we are the third man present who is a viewer of this act. so we are programming our mind to be a cuck or voyuer always in life.

cuck will be balanced only after some nofap setbacks and failures. then only you will form a pathway from cuckoldry.

resilience is the tool to deal with cuckoldry.

 

You are confused because of desensitization ( porn ) and sensitization ( cuckold fetish, pleasure memory ). It is a dopamine, novelty craving, not real sexual desire. Just do a reboot. If you want a real life, porn is not an option.

 

Hate to break this, but refraining from PMO alone won't fix a submissive fetish like this.

What you must do is use the free time from no-PMO to create good habits—e.g., fix your diet, clean your room, whatever. Go to a gym and do strength training to boost your testostorone. Work on self-improvement—I am not going to drone on here since you can find lots of stuff about that online. Keep working on yourself, and you'll eventually start to perceive yourself in a positive light. That's when changes occur.

If the rational part of your mind does not agree with this fetish (as you wrote in another post), that means you want change. So don't give up.

 

Yes. As I said in my reply it's a self-esteem issue as well.