I feel so out and depressed, I wouldn't try to date another person after leaving my loved one. I don't care anymore, that's why I decided to stop these whole business of PMO. I decided to take medication, and I have no libido at all, it disappeared, it's all gone. I'm not a slave anymore of sexuality, I hate it so much. If I could be with the one I love, it would be different, but that's over. Life is so cruel. If life is like this I don't desire to feel sexual pleasure anymore. Luckily the hormones have been kind to me, and I feel no desire to date anyone. I feel no desire to have sex or PMO or anything. I don't need it and I don't want it.