Well it finally happened... After a brutal therapy session where I read a graphic letter detailing all my hurt and disgust towards his P use and betrayal, followed by hours of fighting and crying... He said he needed a break from this, from us. He said he can’t give me answers and he’s tired of going in circles. He said he’ll never be able to forgive himself for what he’s done to me, us. I’m heartbroken and lost. I have no idea where to go from here.
Ups and down are like day night.....if today is your dark time ....there will definitely be time when sun will rise and your dark time will over.....now its on your hand to become sun yourself or keep waiting for someone other to become sun in your life...... Keep Faith in God,pray to him because he alone can enlighten you
Sorry to hear this. It's sure difficult in those dark times. This never was the fault of the innocent. Don't carry that burden. You know that prayer can be an amazing tool to speak to God and lodge formal requests for emotional aid.
He wants to come over and talk today. We’ll see how it goes. I’m mentally exhausted by all of this. I wish pornography didn’t exist.
Good luck today...I hope and pray you two can come together, talk peaceably, discuss the serious matters with respect, and both walk away feeling each other was heard.