Birthday gift, new goal, Start of a Journey.

Day7 : I have 4 free days ahead of me, i will start my fight, wish me luck..

 

Day 8 : I want to understand more about transmutation , but everywhere is the same content ffs..... Anyways i am still pushing, i need to go for walks days like this. Staying in my room all day is def not helping.

 

Day 10: I got sick after past relapse, but i am doing realy well,i feel protected , this might be too intense but i feel like our fight helps not only us i feel this is a spiritual fight as well... Keep on rolling.

 

Day 13: Alot of improvement in my last days , despite feeling down i am proud, right now corn and fap seem pointless, we will see in the future but for now i am grateful

 

Day14: Day 14 check in , Recovering from cold, Anyways this streak is going great no slips, no urges, feels great to give your body a needed break , reading some great books as well.

 

Day 16: Feeling realy horny at times despite that the small improvements in my life gives me clear signs to keep going. Thank God

 

Day 19: Yesterday i had insane levels of energy at the gym , maybe too much people thought i was on drugs ahahahah. Transmutation is great! This is way better than corn i hope i will maintain this mentality with time! Greatful

 

Day 24 : Relapsed again, edging , careless behavior the more you edge the more the obsession grows in you , this is the 6th time in this streak that i have edged, i feel kinda guilty and some shame.... Next streak i wont edge at all..... Also stay away from pornstar interview i have a issue with curiosity last day peek didnt help..