A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Day 8/10..

 

57/90

Almost 2 months into my goal Feeling good.

 

Today is days 52 of 60 90 and 120 and I would rather use Icy Hot on my boys and slap them with a ping pong paddle then start over again I'm near the halfway point

 

2/5

Thanks. Will keep it in mind. Keeping busy is important.

Really good. Keep it up.

Amazing. You’re an inspiration.

 

Day 100/150

 

17/17 done. Next is 21. 17/21

 

1/7

 

58/90

 

Day 9/10..

 

7/7, next goal, 7/20. YEAHHHH LET'S GET IT BROOSSSS

 

Day 4 of 8

 

checking in.

 

today is day 53 of 60 90 and 120 hopefully everything is going to start getting a little bit easier soon I have a tentative right now then swap 1 deal for another by drinking a little bit too much the agreement as we only have like one or two drinks I've been doing like 3 or 4 when I'm feeling antsy or whatever so I'm trying to avoid responding to the urges so I shouldn't be I got to conquer that orders to that's all it is the same thing as the dopamine in my brain is trying to cover up for me I'm trying to use alcohol the cover up for not having to feel certain things too I remember feeling is human and it's normal

 

@Foxislander you should not trade drinking habit for pmo habit. Both are addictive drugs.

On friday, I tempt to drink, just wine avoided it with pmo drug. I let myself masturbate two times in 20mins.. I took second masturbation as punishment or experient if I can come two times in 20-30 mins I told myself, next time if I touch myself then 3times in 30mins.. i was painful, but another good punishment?

I had more than 32 counter running, just the friday incident and I took punishment, so let myself keep counting days. 38/64 no_addiction

 

I find that punish myself by keeping myself away from my wife so I don't have to worry about trying to masturbate to punish myself I haven't masturbated and it looked at porn haven't had an orgasm in 53 days today so we're going 420 to the reboot so my punishment is

 

day 101 / 150

 

@Foxislander , I got married 10 months ago and tempting to do this no_pmo for my wife. I dont think, staying away from her will help.. but we can restrict cuddle, kisses, go down on her. I have to avoid O in sex I realize O triggers M and leads to P.. we had sex then due to her monthly periods.. we cannot have sex few days..but i was craving.
I know, my punishment has flaw but trying to cure poison with poison.

 

3/5

Wow, what a milestone. Congrats!

Okay, good. Keep it up!

Nice. Keep going.

Stay focused man. You can do this!

 

Again relapsed :'(

 

18/21