Last 20 days were the worst days of my life. After 67 days without PMO, I found myself aroused at midnight. Masturbated! (did not watch porn). After that, I put my guards down. I started watching Game of Thrones. And it was the worst part. Almost every episode had something that distracted me from my goals. I masturbated 5 times in last 20 days. I became so addicted to GOT that I was craving to watch it from the morning. I was always thinking about the characters and what will happen to them. I completely forgot my goals. Last night I masturbated again. But made a promise to me. I will not watch game of thrones. Yes. I am at season 2 episode 3. And I will not watch it again. I watched a video on youtube that explained me everything from season 1 to season 6. Now I am starting again. DAY 0.
Day 18 Had a wet dream last night. Overall, I feel more stable as every day goes by, just there is times I feel down ,it takes one to two hours but after that I feel better and better.
congratulations on reaching this point , I wholeheartedly glad to see you or other members of this group achieving this point and beyond . And thank you for sharing your experience.