201 days of freedom

Freedom its very deep thing))))

 

Great work, you are a true inspiration! Celebrate your victory and continue with the battle! I believe in you!

 

Keep it up brother!

God's grace plus help from others - 2 key elements for me to stay clean. Alone I was fighting around 20 years to overcome P & M. Without success.

 

An inspiring story, I also keep a journal here to defend my line, and today is the 11th day

 

Congratulation to you. You have done something very valuable. God bless you.

 

[QUOTE = "Bull87, post: 2358011, member: 331673"] Llegué a 6 meses el mes pasado y tenía la intención de publicar aquí como una forma de celebrar mi sobriedad, pero estaba demasiado ocupado con las finales. También acabo de terminar mi primer semestre de la universidad, algo que nunca pensé que comenzaría, porque tenía demasiado miedo de que fuera una pérdida de tiempo (nunca terminé nada de lo que comencé) Pero alejarme de la pornografía me ha dado Una nueva mente y enfoque que nunca he experimentado en mis 32 años de vida.

So that no one is left wondering and can have a more complete idea of my sobriety. I am single at 32. I intend to stay single for at least 6 more months, when I make it a year of no porn, no masturbation, no orgasm (except for occasional wet dream). I want to be well before my next relationship, which to me that means vulnerability and responsibility. Porn disorganized my brain for more or less two decades, so I did not expect for it to be completely organized in 90 days.

I had very dark days in the beginning of this journey, and those days still come around but I would say they have lessen 90%.

Staying sober will not resolve all of your issues but it will give you a clear mind and new abilities to deal with life’s obstacles from a new perspective. It will give you the ability to build discipline to stay alert to triggers that have lead you back to porn in the past. And one of the most important.. is that a life free of porn will give you the desire for true connection with people.

If it was not for my friends that many times cannot even relate to me and my porn addiction, yet they listen and many times direct and encouragement me, I don’t know where I would be. NoFap & Fortify App have been a huge blessing, too. For the past 201 days I have come here every single day to do a journal entry. Also reading other’s posts have been encouraging and have added good tools to my own journey.

Lastly, this is not my first time trying to stay sober (it is the longest). My fight against pornography started nearly two years ago with many many failures, tears, anger, self pity, lying, restlessness, and desperation. I learned from my failures, I paid attention to my triggers and wrote down my before and after watching pornography emotions/feelings. I became a student of my reactions and I learned, I am still learning, I am still recovering, I am still in the fight. But I am winning, and when I look back it’s because of my many losses.

Estoy muy agradecido por la gracia de Dios en el proceso. Y también estoy agradecido por ustedes. Sean amables con ustedes mismos, las recaídas son un infierno, y no suenen como un disco rayado: estudien sus fracasos, no reaccionen a eso como siempre lo han hecho golpeándose, sino amarse a sí mismos, y comience ese proceso estudiándose a sí mismos.
Gracias por leer &
Paz, guerreros [/ CITA]
Gracias por compartir esa experiencia es alentadora para mí, tengo 34 años y también casi dos décadas de PMO y lucho también

 

Congratulation, I'm also on 200+ day and I finally know what it means to be (almost) free. I intend to go a full year as well and then start looking for a girl. It's impossible to be addicted to PMO and have a healthy relationship. But the thought of having a loving girlfriend is a great motivation to stay on track.

 

Wow. Keep the good work mate.
Remember to love yourself unconditionally day in day out no matter the circumstances.
God bless you

 

It seems like 2 years is a normal time frame to learn nofap. Also sure God helps. Especially if you have relationship with Him and have experience love from above.

 

Your last words that relapse is hell made me think not to relapse it worked for me emergency sentence Thank bro.
Made your journey insparTion for other people need it

 

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Indeed its god that helps us in journey