After the dopamine high drowns out the increased feeling of failure, disgust, weakness & Shame takes over. Battle after battle, relapse after relapse only guarantees a world of loneliness. Sneakiness & lies mount daily to keep the dark space dark. Solitude.. confined to the latest electronic getting feed after feed.. never ending lust! My battle has been to real for to long, I visible see how it altered my whole life. I’m fighting the best way that I can. I’m ready to experience the greatness in me, 15 days no P nor masturbation.
You can do it, the alternative is doing what I did having this for 35-40 years. It wont go away on its own, so stop now as that rabbit hole even with 20 years in gets deeper and more hopeless.