180 DAY CHALLENGE: EXTREME MODE

Hi. I am signing up for this one too! New here and been signing up for all of them threads. The more motivation the better. I'm on day 3 right now! 180 days let's go!

 

Checking in! 3 days done!

 

Daily check in; 4 days done, on day 5 now. Had dreams last couple nights in a row of watching porn. Felt like I was close to wet dream too but didn't happen. Sexual thoughts and fantasies are pretty much a thing right after waking up and before sleep. Sometimes during day too. Not as bad as it can be after a week or two but still about 70% of my max. Gotta get back in mindfulness meditation so I can catch myself. Otherwise it's hard to resist them. No real urges to fap or watch porn though yet. Had one tiny urge yesterday but it was more like an automatic habit due to short moment of unconsciousness; once I remembered that I was on nofap it was super easy to resist it. I gotta be careful about these unconscious habits kicking in, one more reason to start meditating again to increase my awareness.

 

Reporting in; on day 6 now, still doing fine.

 

Hi, people. I'm on day 7 now. I feel my sexual thoughts and fantasies are at their max now. Trying to ignore them the best I can but my brain sometimes does it's own thing. No urges though. Luckily for me fantasies does not necessary translate into urges to masturbate or watch porn. Which is weird when I think about it but hey, I take it!

 

Checking in. On day 8 now.

 

Checkin' in; on day 9 now. Getting closer to double digits!

 

On day 10, checkin' in.

 

Checkin' in. On day 11.