It's a new dawn... It's a new day... It's a new life for me... And I'm feeling good. - Feeling good by Avicii
day 15 - relapsed. I still believe in free will. It was I who made this happen, not any of the triggers. Anyway, starting fresh at day 0.
13 days PMOfree, tomorrow is my 2 weeks milestone. After that I'm going 90 days PMOfree. No excuses, with free will everything is possible.
10days PMOfree, seriously, I've never felt this rush in energy.Not only that, I now got a gf,I run 20 km instead of 5 everyday.This is magic
6 days PMO free soon. So I broke my hand today, the right one, so wont be able to fap for a while, even if I wanted to;)Let's go three weeks
I watched porn wednesday, no MO, but anyway, that puts my PMO count on 2 days (3 by today) going for 2 weeks PMO free again, wish me luck ;)
So I relapsed at day 14(21), not proud of it,but I'm not mad in any sense, two weeks isn't that bad.Really want to reach that month though;)
Day 2 (9) - Was out taking photos till 10 o'clock in the evening, so not really any time for sexual thoughts, really no urge to fap either.
Talked to my teacher about what I'm doing. Still have to fully attend sex ed, but she actually gave me some advice, they actually seem legit
Day 1 (8) - Was busy all day. School, crossfit, homework, a bit of meditation. So really no time for thinking about other stuff. PASSED. :)
So I relapsed, I knew it would happen, just not so soon. So, this is day 0 over again. Going to get to at least a month, trust me.
Sorry, I didn't mean to sound insensitive. You'll get that month under your belt for sure man. The quicker we get back up the sooner we will win!
The quote underneath was the quote that was handed to me when i pressed "relapsed" in the panic button.
A habit cannot be tossed out the window; it must be coaxed down the stairs a step at a time. - Mark Twain.
Day 6-I had a real urge to fap when I got home from school,but it was gone after a workout.Sex-ed this month so I'm going to need some help.
Soo.. I have sex ed at school this month, and we are going to watch a few movies of how it's done, animated. Does that count as porn?
Well, NoFap isn't supposed to be a bed of roses, if you want something you got to work for it, right?;) Seriously though, it was worth watching, I learned a lot from it.
Day 5, soon done with my first week. Feeling pretty good and more energized, although that might just be a placebo. Anyway, no big struggles
