Observe

What i would like to do the most at the moment is the thing i never want to do again! i feel so confused. Need 4 hours of a dopamine ride!

I took a peak on the porn website to consider to do a full pmo. Weakness. I shut down the site. But i reset my porn free day counter.

Relapsed Badly Feeling hopeless. No energy, no motivation. Feel like all is lost. Very depressing. Feeling like i never make it.

Day 10 MonkMode @ 13.37. p.m. I feel calm and solid ground in my mind. One things makes me uncertain, Will i be able to stay away from porn?

1 week NoFap behind me. Sore throat still. Was very easy. But further i feel i never go back to porn again. I truly just dont want it

having a lung infection throat inflammation. Feel so sick. Easiest start of NoFap streak ever. Calling the doctor in 1 hour. No Urges!

Started 7 -4 -‘24 at 13.37 p.m. feeling more positive. Truly ready to cut pron from my life. I feel liberated. I pray, i move thoughts

Day 3 . Feeling numb. Like i am free from emotions and feelings. Empty heavy. No motivation depressed. Lacking dopamine in my head.