Penninesandcheviots

Fapstronaut, Male, from England

Went into a spiral because I panicked about possibly being trans. I really need to view this from the outside and see just how stupid it is. Apr 2, 2020

Penninesandcheviots was last seen:: Jan 31, 2023

1. assasin04
  Hi
  
  Feb 2, 2023
2. Penninesandcheviots
  Went into a spiral because I panicked about possibly being trans. I really need to view this from the outside and see just how stupid it is.
  
  Apr 2, 2020
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  2. Mr. Crab
    Everyone is both a man and a woman. Just a matter of how much of each
    
    Apr 3, 2020
    
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3. Penninesandcheviots
  Despite the coronavirus outbreak, I have a new job at a warehouse. Working really helps clear my mind of these degenerate fantasies.
  
  Apr 2, 2020
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4. Penninesandcheviots
  Been a week since my last update, Some days I struggle with the thoughts, but clarity comes easier now. It doesn't cripple me anymore. :)
  
  Mar 22, 2020
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5. Penninesandcheviots
  My birthday is in May, my next goal is to do NoFap until then, no PM. Only O with my partner. NO EDGING
  
  Mar 15, 2020
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6. Penninesandcheviots
  Day 12. MO'd to porn today. Had a stressful day, but it's no excuse. Back to Day 1. I NEED to stop this.
  
  Mar 15, 2020
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7. Penninesandcheviots
  Day 9, I was edging this morning. I made myself get up and go outside to clear my head. I just remember how awful I felt after relapsing.
  
  Mar 13, 2020
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8. Penninesandcheviots
  Day 8 :) I really wanna thank this community, I've got a long way to go, but support from everyone here makes me hopeful for the future!
  
  Mar 11, 2020
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9. Penninesandcheviots
  My first week no PM. This is the longest I've went voluntarily since I was 10. I hope it keeps up!
  
  Mar 11, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    You keep it, it doesn't keep itself.
    
    Mar 11, 2020
    
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10. WanderTruth
  Tks for the following. Wish u all the best
  
  Mar 10, 2020
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11. Penninesandcheviots
  The stress is always harder in the mornings and at night. I've started dreaming about watching sissy P. Odd...
  
  Mar 10, 2020
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  2. Leashed4good
    I dreamt about watching porn too. Freaking night fall hit me right then.
    
    Mar 10, 2020
    
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  3. WanderTruth
    Dont worry guys. Sometimes, actually most of the time lol, Freud was absolutely wrong. And remember, HOPE IS A WAKING DREAM. So do our best and achieve what we hope for
    
    Mar 10, 2020
    
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12. Penninesandcheviots
  .. where I know it's not real, that it's all in my head. I cant wait for this to be over and i can get back to my old self again
  
  Mar 9, 2020
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  2. WanderTruth
    Yes. We are who we want to be. And excuse me, but gay is ok. Nothing to be ashamed of. But PMO is evil. First thing first, do a 90 day streak. Everything else can wait
    
    Mar 9, 2020
    
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13. Penninesandcheviots
  A new day, it's strange. Sometimes I convince myself I'm gay, destined to fall for my P-induced fetish, and then I have moments of clarity..
  
  Mar 9, 2020
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14. Penninesandcheviots
  I NEED to be stronger. I managed to resist tonight, but came painfully close.. too close. Don't give in brothers :) push-ups work
  
  Mar 7, 2020
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  2. Kevodrag
    Nice bro. I will starting jogging and gym.
    
    Mar 8, 2020
    
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15. Penninesandcheviots
  Day 4 no PM. I slept with my GF, But still found myself edging to sissy thoughts. I stopped myself before crossing the line
  
  Mar 7, 2020
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  2. WanderTruth
    Do your best. You can do this.
    
    Mar 8, 2020
    
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16. Penninesandcheviots
  Planning my next excursion to the country :)) nice to focus on the wonderful aspects of life. A welcome change from constant anxiety lol.
  
  Mar 6, 2020
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17. Penninesandcheviots
  Enjoy the outdoors :)
  
  Mar 5, 2020
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