Honestly I am angry but I don't feel brain fog or drained or anything. I think abstaining works for me. I probably hurt my progress but I don't feel back to 0, though my counter is.
On day 13 of Hardmode today. Fantasies trying to pry their way from time to time but they are getting weaker.
240 hours of hardmode to my name. Having slight urges right now, however I will never give up this streak, as long as sanity allows it.
30 minutes until I have finished 9 days of Hardmode of no PMO + fantasies. I do feel slight urges however that's a good sign.
Fighting off some nasty urges right now. But I won't give in. Because if I allow fantasies its only a matter of time before I watch P again.
Porn makes people comfortable, but it also have risks that lead decrease of hormone like testosterone and porn leads sperm loss that leads weakening of men. The result is that we'd better not be involved with porn.
I also like AntiHero like Vegita in Dragon Ball, Uchiha Tribe in Naruto, Ichiro Miyata in Hajime no Ippo.
I am on day 9 right now and I am starting to lose my numbing. this means I feel all the uncomfortable feelings again. My first relfex would
be to grab myself some P and PMO. However, I can control it. It just funny how I have conditioned myself to use PMO as a means to evade all the negative stuff.
Day 8, going strong. Sex-fantasies are fading. A good tip when having fantasies is to 'focus on what's around you' dont drift off inside you
I'm on day 6 right now. A protruding vein on my left sleeve that I have had for about a year has vanished.
I also have a lot less trouble remembering stuff and words come to me more naturally and easier, meaning I am becoming more eloquent again. My impulsivity is also reducing.
On day 6 now. Feeling a lot of monentum right now, I am sure relapsing after the 1 week mark will be a lot more unlikely.
Awesome buddy. Momentum is good, and very important. Try to build it up, ride on it... Use it to get over the 14 days mark. Day by Day. All the best for your reboot!
In 2,5 hours I will be on day 6, close to one week. I am proud of not having induldged in fantasies at all during that time.
I'll make it a rule to, at maxium only look once a day for at most quarter an hour at nofapcom. I want to get productive an do stuff.
Valiantly fended with fantasies right now on Day 4. Looks like my brain is becoming desperate for it's dope. Lol
Isaiah 33:2O Lord, be gracious unto us; we have waited for thee: be thou their arm every morning, our salvation also in the time of trouble.
When you are about to relapse and can't take it. Ask yourself just one question. Have you ever not regretted it? Have you ever felt not bad?