Checking in this morning. Feeling some urges so wanted to share that info vs keeping to self. Will be seeing family in a few hours for Easter holiday. This may be causing the urges as it certainly has in past. Will check in later..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 4/21/19 - Used PMO like crazy past few week. At my laptop now and am not planning on leaving my chair until the internet blocker is activated again. Will check back in.
_________________ 4/21/19 Checking in again after activating internet blocker. That's a bit of relief. Hope everyone is meeting their goals!
Checking in. Four good days, followed by a tired day off and I slipped. But I journaled this morning and today was great. The week looks good.
I’ve been a bit quiet lately, still on holiday, so struggling to find the time alone to go on this site and actually post something. Well, it’s day 59 for me, and I’m struggling big time with urges and bordering on P-subs! Was very close to breaking this morning. Luckily my OH was with me and “took the urges away” (if you get me, in a good way!!) Phew. But I am finding these 50-60 day period very hard. Looking at it in a fresh light this morning, I realise that I haven’t been meditating properly or regularly for the last 3 weeks while I’ve been away. This will have to change. I’m home, and back to routine in another 5 days, so will be interesting to see if the routine and regular meditation makes a difference. Meanwhile, I have to keep clean till then. I will not lose this streak, which is the best thing to happen to me in years!!!
4/21 - was a good day today of no PMO since about 10am. Activated the blockers this morning, got out and played tennis most of the day. Feels good.
check in tuesday ! one day at a time ! we just have to do nothing with our genitals! avoid pleasure ,live normally , focus on our personal growth!
Thanks Tantricman. Although home over the weekend, my partner was under the weather, so we weren't intimate, so my PMO continues. I am a bit disappointed really, because I wanted to try sex with no O... guess it will be another time. I will check out your recommendation on Amazon tonight.