Yeah, I'm not an expert, but probably it's because we use too much energy for the masturbation, and the next day it is hard to get up because of the lack of motivation.
Im again at day 18. Started dating with a girl again. Some days ago she was sleeping over at my place and I had the whole evening a boner, especially when I massaged her or when we made out. Since then my urges were super strong, and its not easy to withstand them. Feeling like looking at a food commercial while being hungry with no food in the fridge.
Day 65 Ouf guys Im tired. Today I want to relax something. No parties, no alcohol. Nothing. Just me and some little rest. Of course staying away from porn! Here is a picture that is a big motivation for me. Maybe it helps you too Brother ^^
Extreme depression moments time to time because of my increased quantity of eye floaters. My only hope is that this nofap reboot will give my brain enough extra resources to deal with these bastards. At least I am very determined and motivated to keep the streaks this time because I dont have much choise on the matter anymore.
I hate to say this .. but i have failed. couldn't handle the discomfort from blue balls .. that make my first attempt : 1 Day , my second attempt 17 days let's hope the third one is the charm.
Day 81. Soo, its getting really interesting, today I almost relapsed, maybe few minutes ago.. honestly I probably relapsed yet as I wrote here after this happend week ago, I have done it two more times.. my brain has found the way how to get the fucking dopamine and how to break my wall of defence. It started with “it was just that little thing.. almost nothing, Im not going to do this again...or...do it...again!” And now, I watched porn and touched myself and almost really relapsed. I started to read this topis and the bad thoughts are again in the corner..but.. what I want to say is, never ever think about yourself like me, like, yeah, Im alright, it is really not so hard now, I was naive and my brain started to do again risky things and I was weak to stand it because I thought I dont have to care so much, Im already over that.. now I see the true.. I know, I technically havent relapsed, but in my mind probably yes. I dont want to give up at this point, even if I can save “only” challange not to M with P..
Ok guys need some help! Im going out tonight and if i have sex will that reset my counter? Ill try my best to avoid it all cost so i can atleast reach 90 days of hardmode.
I dont consider it as a problem, i consider it as a blessing, i always pee before going to sleep... im just happy waking up everyday with a boner... nofap did it, before i have ED and now its cured since day 90
Good news: I got to 37 days, which is loads more than my previous 'record' Bad news: My phone's filter's weren't as thorough as I thought, and so in my tired state I exploited them like an idiot. Good news: I think I've fixed the phone problem, and am looking forward to beating and surpassing my new record. Here we go Day 0