[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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  1. Sam99

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  2. RiseToGreatness

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    i feel the same thing. the longer the streak the more likely for me to forget the porn pain and start to ease my aproach. even if on day 0 i swear and curse but after some weeks, when the withdrawal hell lifts, i start to relax and change my attitude "eiii, why not take a peak?"

    in the end is all the same problem: addicted brain. let´s stay strong my friend. learning and moving.
     
  3. RiseToGreatness

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    it´s normal bro, you´re gonna relapse, your mind will not surrender easily.
    in fact, you need the relapses to know stuff about yourself. the important thing after a relapse is learning, knowledge is power. go bro, much love
     
  4. RiseToGreatness

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    of course you can do it. everybody can, you just have to put your all self into it. go bro

     
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  5. RiseToGreatness

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    very good bro :). just follow your instinct, it will take to where you want. and nofap too ;)
     
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  6. RiseToGreatness

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    yesterday night i was very tired and just lay on the couch zapping the tv. all the sudden an urge creeped in, at first i didn´t pay much attention to it, but i didn´t change my attitude either. the urge kept there, and after a while i start zapping for any kind of hot scene on tv. immediatly my eyes start flashing and the blood pumping. but nothings on. i went to bed in sadness. naturally i didn´t fucking sleep all night because of dry eyes and all kinds of sexual thoughts in my head. at 7 am i didn´t hold it anymore and start peaking some softcore in the mobile. after 30 minutes of viewing, i stopped. never touch myself.

    in the morning i went to work, but my mind kept drilling for more stuff. so when i was alone at work i started peaking softcore again. after a while i stopped. i could see my mind suggest all kinds of traps "well, soft scenes aren´t that graphic..." "man, losing all that girls? no way" and so on... so i turn my chair around and start rationalizing what the hell was going on. after a while i came to the conclusion that softcore will have the same detrimental effect as porn, so if i engage in it it´s obvious that it will ruin my life like porn.

    needless to say i had like 20% productive this morning cause my mind was all over the place. luckly the major things were already done, so no big damage there. at lunch i told my wife what has happened, even my strategy to watch at home. usually i share with her my screws up´s but i don´t tell her the technique to watch (so to keep it a secret...). but i´m so fed up with this shit that i just blow the all scheme. and you know what? i felt really good, really relieved. we even discuss tactics on how to prevent that from happening. sometimes is good to be brutally honest.

    learning and moving my friends. onwards
     
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  7. surfdude

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  8. Cubzy

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    Relapsed after 34 days of being clean
    Starting again hoping to do better
     
  9. ujing

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    Just getting better & better day by day...day 36/90
     
  10. benj

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    35/90
    New habits in place now
     
  11. Rebooter693

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    Check in. Doing good. Need to make new habits and get off tech more often. And also just stop being lazy and procrastinating.
     
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  12. aznric3boi

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  13. Timesarechanging

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    Its amazing isnt it, i cant miss a day off mma or a day at the gym my mind is changing rapidly the idea of stroking it away just upsets me. Grow, be higher and see further!!!
     
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  14. Woahhhh

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    10/90 not bad flatline is forreal tho
     
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  15. My Best self

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  17. bakes

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    It's getting harder and harder to get out of this one. But I'm not going to let fear or shame stop me from my goal. Today I'm not going to fap
     
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  18. Fredi-the

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    Day 13 of no PM
    Day 82 of no alcohol or caffeine
    Day 50 of weight training
    - just checking in to say I have had some hard moments in the past 2 days since accidentally looking at porn yesterday
    - needing to stay strong to resist temptation to go back and look again
    - the good news is I seem very resolved with will not wanting to M or O to it
    - it seems more about my brain wanting a bath in dopamine
    - having who's in control here type feelings between my body and brain?
    - stay strong friends!
     
    Last edited: Apr 18, 2019
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  19. LaoTsu

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    Day 24/90, though one.
     

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