Thanks very much. Just curious why you think checking in helps you to be accountable. Sometimes I question how much it helps which is probably why I've been relapsing so much lately. Thinking I need to block dating apps too and maybe postpone dating. Feel like I have zero shot at normal relationship (I"ve always been this way) and should work on myself by getting longer no P.M. streaks so I can give a girl a fair shot. Right now it seems difficult to stop dating, the apps and hard to approach dating in a healthy way.
Wil go for a 2 steaks right now. Small ones. Will try for end of day today by 11pm as well as a 3 day streak of no P or M (maybe no dating apps either but that would be very difficult.) My eyes just feel worn out and head is pounding. had 2 donuts for breakfast this morning. taking a nap instead of working. Just taking the easy way out with almost everything. Really do a need a nap to gain some strength then I can focus on work, working out, prepping healthier foods, cleaning, etc. Hope it's ok to write all this in the forum. Guessing that's what it's for, but if not, just lmk. Update to this post an hour later . I'm back at P.M.. Right after I'm saying how disgusting it feels. I need to just get outside and go for a walk and get some exercise. yuk.
Makes sense. Might as well keep checking in myself. Just came back from a walk. Trying to reset from feeling so slow Nice going. Inspiring. Sounds great. Thank you. Checking in again. Still need set blockers again. too easy to keep going back and looking.
Day 47, all going well here. No issues, just good family time and finally some 1 on 1 time with my OH . Way overdue, nearly as long as this streak!! Haven't been on here as much as normal this week .Not a bad thing. But also haven't had the time to reply to people or other postings here. I did see one or two about the accountability factor of the group .I agree that it's a strong factor .i don't want to let any of you down .i want to see myself with 100 days against my name! So goals and accountability are a key part of the site and group for me .
Hey there! I have read the rules and would like to join this group. My longest streak was 61 days earlier this year. Now I' back again...
Feeling a little better abstaining just a short time. Talking hours, not days. Just wanted to check in.
Hello, you have been added to the waiting list. I will tag you when we have an opening in the group (watch your alerts). It may be a couple of weeks.