The beginning

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Somdev saha, Aug 28, 2018.

  1. Somdev saha

    Somdev saha Fapstronaut

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    Hello there,Me 25 yrs old,male and straight.
    i am in a medical school right now,
    Right now i am an below average student but i want to change that.
    i would hv been more excited coming here, had not i suffered this masterbation addiction.
    I started viewing Porn since 6th class. At first I was amazed ,thrilled because I thought that it was something Taboo
    I seriously tell you I learnt this fapping habit two years ago that time I didn't know what I was getting into
    Now it's been 3 years and I am just totally hooked in I am a junky who can't stop.
    I am trapped in a repeated cycle of PMO. In my typical masturbation session I do the edging phenomena, till I can hold no more
    I really don't want to go to the orgas* state,'cause it sucks out the marrow of life
    but when you have reached the climax , it's really hard to get down,
    and when it comes out! all my maleness in 1.34 ml!
    I feel like a dead person I feel like I have lost the lust for life
    I have nothing to hide and I will exactly tell you everything what's going on

    I am here because I want to change my life fulfill my vision because vision is everything
    Every time I masturbate I lose self confidence and my dedication towards vision
    Right now I am in the middle of my college years I may be below average but I just want to finish strong and sucessful
    So here I am,
    in the beginning
     
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  2. spaces

    spaces Fapstronaut

    You can do it buddy ! Take part in the challenges , have a journal and just read other peoples experiences , you are not alone in this journey :)
     
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  3. Somdev saha

    Somdev saha Fapstronaut

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    thanks man! means so much
     
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