Relapsed.. Willfully chose to do it, which is worse, I believe. I regret it now of course, it wasn't worth it.. Resetting the counter is the easier part. Starting from scratch again is not. Don't fall in the same trap! Anyway, I learned last time most important thing now is not start a binge but a new streak. 13 days was not bad, actually. I hate how I ultimately fail every time. I'll try to use that as a motivation now. So, Day 0.
Day 8, 9, 10 - No PMO I'm still managing to control myself during these days. I've been exposed to a trigger yesterday and experienced a terrible urge to fap, but I managed to forget it and keep doing my job. I hope to have the same strength everyday.
youre good. 13days is great. i liked your phrase "it wasnt worth it". ill keep your advise in mind. thanx. good luck. day 3/30
Not sure if its been posting my replies, but basically on day 5 now and going strong. There have been some urges to masturbate, and some sexual frustration, but I haven't wanted to look at porn which is a good thing.
Had a 6 month streak at one point, thought I was good and it couldn't hurt...wrong. Now I'm struggling to even get to 30 days, so this challenge is perfect. I'm highly motivated, day 1 baby !
Already started in december, I just created an account in this forum since I've read that it's better than the subreddit
I'm still in the flatline because I've seriously fucked up my dopaminergic system in the past, but I can clearly notice an increase in social interactions, (when I'm in day 0 it feels extremely awkward to talk with somebody and I could stop talking with friends for weeks), also an increase in creativity, confidence and willpower.