Hi! I'm writing here my progress to free myself from PMO addiction. The last time I masturbated was 6 days ago and I was reading a gay comic, but I don't want to get into particulars because I feel ashamed of it and I just want to forget it. The same day I discovered NoFap and read about the consequences of PMO. I understood that doubts about my sexual orientation were caused by PMO, as well as stress, depression and other negative feelings. Since these feeling were almost overwhelming me, I decided to stop masturbating. Now it's been 5 days with no PMO at all. So how am I feeling right now? Better and worse at the same time. Better, because I'm not caring anymore about my sexual orientation, I'm just living my life. The day I'll fall in love with somebody will come by itself. Worse, because my intention is to suddenly stop a habit I have since I was 11-12. It is terrible, I know. The urges of PMO are very strong. But I need to get over them and free myself, because PMO is like chains that keep you blocked in a fake world. I'm aware of this now. This night I had a dream of a guy (someone who doesn't exist in reality) who wanted to have sex with me and I was sexually aroused, but managed to resist. And now I'm writing here, because with your support I feel like I can reach 90 days with no PMO. I won't update very otfen though, so if you have no news about me it's because I'm fine and PMO-free. Thanks for reading!