Dat 90/90 completed,it has been a really long journey where i learn how to control myself.i m really proud of myself and will to fight.
Gave in and fapped to porn. Shot like a geyser but I was immediately ashamed. 112 days. Time to start again and overcome this vice once and for all
Little update, I am into my 15th day. Had a gym session and came out with insane urges, still urging now I forgot how hard this is. How did I even manage to get to 65 days last year? Anyways I will soldier on, I really want this. Keep strong all.
It's been a rough week, but I am ready to leave that in the past and tackle this journey head on! Reset counter
Had been frequently doing PMO every 3 days for past few weeks. Today in morning did at 7 am I had left it but somehow got indulged in 'P' again and now it's luring me again and again. Those images distract me. Starts my urges. I have been feeling pain in my lower back. Even doctor has told me to stop this activity. Sorry guys for if I got you distracted by sharing all these things to you, but I think by contacting and writing on this group after every relapse, I can better control my self. Neverthless, starting the battle again Hope to win the now.
I don't want to talk so weak of myself. I am strong. I have great self-control. I have a very accommodative and fantastic brain and body which heals very quickly. It's just the scene that happened today was very new to me and I got trapped. I have took lesson from the same and tightening the belt to return to game. I will surely complete this 3months challenge. & I promise- if I relapse, I'll come here again and admit that I relapsed. There are many great self-controlled folks on this thread. Please help me and guide me if you find it necessary to do. I am novice but I have a sincere urge to overcome this harming habit. I also have to write Competitive Exam 20days from now and for which I have to reboot my whole thinking process.
I respect you efforts. Keep giving efforts. You will surely win. The very tendency of your to keep trying again and again after every relapse makes you different from other persons. Plus I admire your honesty too. I myself is struggling in this water! As you can see with my 0 Days counter of today. But people likes are the only who have the potential to make it.
Dear Sir, I am grateful to you. You were the one who gave my account the first like ( & unexpressed motivation ). Seeing your counter at 20Days, I respect your self-control and self-discipline. I just want to request you to be my ACCOUNTABILITY MENTOR on this forum with whom I can particularly report the relapse event to held myself accountable and less indulged. If you find it suitable, comfortable and time permissible, please accept my request. If you wish, I too can volunteer to be your Accountability 'partner' in return. Thanks.
Hi, sure I don't mind, I am not great at being an accountability partner as you can see from my previous posts that I too have struggled, I am happy to help anyway I can. I am just trying to get through week by week, it's very tough. I try to come on here at least once a day to look for answers and then click away because, I feel that if I think about my situation too much I will get stressed by it and theres more chance I will fail. I have deleted my social media, Facebook,WhatsApp etc which is a little excessive I know but needed to be done, I want to avoid porn at all costs and its working for me. I am going to Thailand in November which is giving me motivation right now. I remember I lasted over 2 months last year and what helped me was a change in diet, cutting out chocolate and soda anything sweet because it triggers my urges.