I don't know how or where to start. I'm in a low place. My husband of 9.5 years is a porn addict. We've been together for 14 years. I hate this roller coaster ride. I've been so desperate to find people who understand what I'm going through. Who can tell me what's normal and what's not. We're both in therapy. But right now I'm just so hurt and angry. I need to go to bed, but I was so happy to find some place that is active and looks like there are people in similar situations to myself. I want to come back and give a better intro. But I can't right now. I'm going through an overwhelming time and it's too hard to think logically. I'm sorry if this is confusing. I just needed to word vomit a little. Thank you for your understanding.
In my signature there are resources that can be greatly helpful if you're just starting this journey, I wish you luck, and this community is here for you!