MiserableCompany

Understand your triggers, and put yourself in a position above your thoughts. Last night is in the past, and tonight you have a choice. What made you relapse last night? Use that tonight, and avoid what made you use.

I think that guy from Far Cry 3 said it best, crazy as he was. Something along the lines of, " The definition of insanity is doing the same shit over and over, and expecting things to change."
You cannot expect change if you put yourself in the same position as last night.

As long as you never give up fighting, there is always hope!