Post published by brilliantidiot
Help guys I'm kinda falling off. Ditched bible studies/prayer for fun stuff. Reset 4 times in the last 2 days without even trying to resist. Today, went out of my way to find a pretty girl whose image I could jack off too, and came up with a story to tell my parents about why I'd been out so long. I feel like trash, its amazing God will forgive me anyway. I have no motivation except that I hate myself after relapsing. What can I do to get back with the program?
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BurningThisBridge
Hi mate, I feel like I'm in the same boats as you. I'm terribly scared of falling away from God but it feels like I'm slowly slipping.
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Dmodee
Talk to Him. Only He can give you the dedication it takes. I find myself last couple of days pleading for Him to not let me go back to me, all while the same time struggling to get away. But praise to Him, He hasn’t let me go again yet. Peace be with you
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MusicMan123
This is a battle for our very lives, guys. We can't give up. We need to be strong in the Lord. We need to be praying for each other. Our commitment to our daily time in the Word and prayer can't be negotiable. We need to reach out to each other and notify when we are struggling. @brilliantidiot -- you are not an idiot -- you are God's child.
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MusicMan123
There is a great app for your phone called Bibleis. You can set it so that when you go to bed at night, it reads the Word to you. I use it often at night when the enemy is trying to take me down. Are any of you using YouVersion? I strongly urge that January 1 we all do the 40-day No Porn Challenge. It's free. There are video lessons and Scripture to read. What do you think? We can't afford to not be aggressive.
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