Outstanding comments Kalito!!! I really appreciate it. I'm well educated and a Buddhist, but in the midst of my pain and perceived suffering, I literally lose my mind! lol You didn't write all this out for me did you? Thank you very much!
I did. Teaching is a good way to solidfy concepts or to remind oneself of them, and of course to help. Sadly, it's only those who suffer most who usually end up freeing themselves from it.
This was a cogent and coherent comment that I will refer to often and (if you don't mind) pass on. Thanks again Kalito