hey guys so I've noticed today while I was awake I got a boner I looked at it and it was okay then when my dick came to its resting position I checked again there was some gel drop came out, and yes it was not semen or sperm as we all know the colour of it. It was like a gel drop like the gel we use for our hair and btw im 2 months in nofap so if anyone can explain what's going on ill appreciate it.
Was it slippery? Probably just pre-cum. I frequently leak a little when I am aroused, even if I don't get an erection.
its cum or pe-cum that accumulated but did not come out and ''solidified' it self then come out later.
It is not bad buddy. It is all good. Your body and your dick is functioning properly. More importantly, how is your NoFap journey going. Have you stopped masturbating to porn?
I relapsed after 72 days cuz when I was sleeping I cummed so much after dreaming then I woke up cleaned my cup then was going back to sleep so I thought I'd fap since I didn't do it for 72 days so I did it and slept but it was not enjoyable since I cummed while sleeping then masterbauted so today I woke up and did it again with a video to enjoy the complete moment and go back to nofap handmade but when I was fapping my phones battery finished so I cummed without any video and I couldn't enjoy it completely to go back to disciplining myself to go to hard so my question is should I fap tomorrow morning with porn and go back to hardmode after enjoying myself completely or just fight my urges and dont do it
That's terrific - nearly 2.5 months with no masturbation or porn! Short answer - no. Fight this urge buddy. I understand how this situation unfolded - we've all done that. We wake up after a wet dream and we feel horny. Sometimes we masturbate when we are still half asleep. But masturbation always fires up our brain to crave porn for a bigger, better orgasm. But it will also damage the progress you have made much more than just masturbating. So, let the chaser effect weaken over the next couple of days and avoid masturbation and porn. Get back to daily abstinence and the hope of a full recovery. Best of luck!