Checking in with 11 days. Getting closer to Hobbiton. Will I transform into a hobbit, or raze the town to the ground? My goal is the former, then it's on to destroy this Ring to which I am now enslaved.
Checking in on day 0. I have fallen from mighty Dwarf to lowly Orc. Wish me luck as I work hard on fighting to stay on course from here on out.
Checking in for day 70, I am a Warrior now! The urges I have been having for the past few days seem to have subsided today, looking forward to the trials ahead.
Relapsed last night. For all my big talk I didn't actually have a plan for when I got a bad urge. Going to make one.
This would have been day 4 for me but I failed. Porn has a lot of control over me. So I have to stick firmly to my rules for, if I don't, PMO is guaranteed. Here are the rules: - Bed is only for sleeping - Whenever I want to watch something I ask: is there any hidden sexual reason to view this? And if there is I don't watch it. - Cold showers everyday. - No alcohol or any other kind of drug - Meditate or read everyday. - Remind myself everyday of why I'm doing this. If any of you would like to suggest another rule I would be very glad. And I hope this rules are useful. We'll make it brothers and sisters! Day 0
brother, in plain english, if you don´t stay accountable, you´re bound to fall over and over again. don´t log in and wander away for days. stay with the Fellowship, it´s the best ensurance against the forces of porn. here´s a powerful article that will help: https://elevatedrecovery.org/one-thing-missing-recovery/
Amazing brother. You arrived at Amon Hên. You´re a Warrior of Gondor now Keep going, the Black Gate is up ahead!!!!
Saruman: "Do you know how the Orcs first came into being? They were elves once, taken by the dark powers, tortured and mutilated. A ruined and terrible form of life. And now... perfected. My fighting Uruk-Hai. Whom do you serve?"
excellent brother. You´re on the spot. As days goes by, you´ll find new traps and new triggers, so refine your system whenever you need. but NEVER NEVER NEVER stop using your system. i tell you, if i fail my system even one single day, the next day i´m not so determinated, not so solid. if i fail my system 2 days straight, i practically enter pre-relapse stage. always follow your system brother, even when you feel confident, especially when you feel confident. Let´s go my brother, we´re with you!!!