Just a quick check-in right here: day 21 Urges are very present right now, correlating with a feeling of missing out/loneliness and emotional pain. I do not know if it's my fetish speaking or the fact that I miss my exgf, probably both.. Right now I even feel a rush through my body when I spot a dress-emoticon. It's wicked... Meanwhile I've been learning about the endorphin-system of our bodies. We all know about dopamine, but endorphins are just as important! There is much to it! I would recommend everyone to learn about it