LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

Relapsed Yesterday but got my longest streak of 7 days so with those few words i say day 0 check in

 

Day 26

 

Day 325. I did something I’m ashamed of today, just now. Just to see if it would affect me I typed in Something on Google. And watched 1 minute of beautiful Ibiza sisters having intercourse. I began to feel not quite like a dopamine rush but something heating up in my head. So I switched off. What I did feel was sorry for the girls having sex. Because I began to wonder why they are in that position in the first place on an island having fun, naked and being pounded by several men who probably don’t care what happens to the girls. I felt different like I don’t like to watch it anymore. It’s exciting and very enticing but it shouldn’t be right? They’re probably all victims of a free lifestyle growing up and some probably have pimps or work as escorts. They were Spanish but we don’t really know what their circumstances are. My feelings are I’m ashamed and wish I could help them. Or be with them till they understand the consequences of their actions. Women have to be tamed. Without a guide or father figure, they freely will experience and express themselves either sexually or otherwise. They become damaged goods, and as the wise guy once said, avoid women who are damaged goods, they blame men for their issues.

 

Daily check in. On day 52.

 

Sorry guys I think I’ve relapsed on day 325. Had a cold shower then began to slightly fantasise then should have been in bed by 9.30, watched a nude clip of this p star I use to chat to on fb long time ago n began hhumping the mattress ever so slightly. I didn’t use my hand Only a little jizz came out from fantasising. Does this count as relapse? Soaring eagle says in his book if it’s not much then it’s ok but the key for progression is to avoid relapse again and again.

 

Checkin

 

I suggest you totally avoid seeing P material. This sounds to me like a reset, propably you can pull back your counter a few days instead of going back to 0. But you can consult other experienced people here .

 

Day 93
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331

 

Yh you’re right this shit is proper messed. I dont feel depressed or anything just a little weaker than usual. I will focus on the gains as 325 is a long streak and I can only keep moving forward from it. I really messed up here and it was my fault for not keeping my thoughts when I was alone.

 

Use how you feel now to not allow yourself to wind up in this position again. Don't reset, just crack on, and with a renewed determination to dig even deeper when the next urge and temptation comes (which it will). These kind of episodes don't have to be all negative, they can help us refocus and find an extra gear as we are reminded of how tough this challenge is. Don't think about how much this has put you back or is it a relapse - think only strength, and resuming the journey to being a better man. You'll be fine.

 

thank you for those comforting and reassuring words. I will stay active today as have lots to do and next few days and try to learn from this relapse. I am beginning to feel chaser effects. I must continue to reading my book on rebooting right away as this helps put my thoughts together. Hope everyone is okay? Have a lovely day. Peace

 

11 days in. I am back in the last man standing challenge after falling off badly 2 weeks ago and binging for a couple of days. I now have the momentum again with 11 days free under my belt. No more excuses!

 

Hi guys! I want to be part of this challange more because of the nice support of the people and the accountability in this group. Can you tell me more about the rules of this challenge?

Some info about me: I`m a 19 yo male who is struggling with this addiction since I was 12 and I`ve passed my word that I will stop consuming pornography so many times that I don`t have enough hair on my right forearm to count. I`ve went on a 180 days warrior challange and it was the longest streak I`ve ever had (close to 300 days) and I`ve relapsed because I tought `I am in control of it`. Time has proved that I`m not and I am back again. Today lost my 28 days streak. Now I am thinking to try this forum to check in daily as a reminder for what I`m doing here.

Some youtuber once (many times actually) said that you need a strong reason to succed in NoFap. Yet I know all the benefits like more energy, attraction to the opposite sex, harder erctions, more manliness etc, but I cannot find THE resaon why I personally want to quit. I would really appreciate if you could write your reasons (if you want and if you have found them) here. So..

What`s your reason for starting NoFap?

#icanbeatthisaddiction

 

Starting today
day 0

#icanbeatthisaddiction

 

Day 1 can complete and good luck everybody

 

Day 27, I know this is hard but you have done hard things before I believe in you

 

nice to see you back

 

I'm in! Day 0.

 

Daily check in. On day 53.