Day 5 I have never been this far in so long that’s crazy to me! What’s weird though is I have been having a lot more dreams then I used too and a lot of them can sexual! It’s interesting as to why I’m doing that like this morning I woke up thinking I messed up last night but it was all a dream.
this has happened to me too. the sexual dreams part, it was so vivid. it is part of withdrawal and recovery. It may happen again and that is OK. It’s all part of the process brother.
Yeah.I had a dream last night about contemplating checking p. but then I thought about this group and my counter in my dream and I said NO!! I won,even when I was vulnerable and that speaks volumes.
Day 13 check in, completing two weeks tomorrow. Yesterday, I might have gave up, my brain was rationalising about watching some sexy pics of models but deep down I know knew that's a very slippery slope and if I give in, that'd throw me back to the hell I came from, I must continue to fight! Guess I get potential triggers during the afternoon and before sleeping, so I guess I should not use my phone at that time. Now I do feel like a boss for not breaking my vow of hard mode. Keep fighting!
I keep reading about meditation. I always wanted to try it, but I don't know how as I don't have any background in that area. Could someone recommend how to understand and apply it to everyday life? Thanks in advance!!
Guys, its my day 13 and the urges have started to get really serious, I'm barely able to control then, its getting harder, well how do I cope up during this hard time? My brain is rationalising with me to watch some sexy pics of adult stars, the old videos have started to pop up in my mind, Please help gimme some advice! I don't wanna quit!