Day 721/1500, am interested in success league.It's being long I forgot about porn and masturbation some things don't exist in me anymore...
I didn't relapse in the past one or two days but didn't do things in the right way that were meant to be.
Yessir , that's true , and there is no escape if we watch porn, it's like black hole which will attract and destroy us
yeah my thoughts constantly get sucked to fetish stuff. I miss the realistic life needs vs pron cravings. I realise it's the dopamine fix. just to escape the misery i created for myself... so need to fight 2 black holes.. nice metaphore btw!
Day 4. Hung out with friends today which kept my mind occupied. Had a good day without sexual thoughts.
After 30 days mental clarity and brain fog improves A LOT! Never forget that sensation if you are considering relapsing.
Watched Kyoto Sanga v Cerezo Osaka today, now about to watch Real Madrid v Borussia Dortmund in the UCL Final. Looking forward to it, vamos!
Leverkusen winning a treble would still make it a fairytale season for them imo. Showed some humility with the Europa and in fairness, Atalanta deserved it. They demolished Liverpool 3-0. The UEFA Europa League will always be more sovlfvl than the UCL.
Starting Day 15 no Pmo and day 8 No porn. Becoming a Phoenix metaphore trying to leave the ashes i am stuck in at the moment. Depressed
EAT ZE BUGS I say. It’s the Imperator Klaus Schwab himself. I command: YOU SHALL OWN NOTHING BUT BE HAPPY FOR I’M THE SAVIOUR.
Chris, the accident wasn't your fault. You need to stop, we aren't real Chris. This is all in ya head - just like the time I dreamed I was peeing in the toilet.
