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Slipped with edging (ME, not MO) Amazing how once I start I get utterly LOST in it. Bad idea for breaking out of flatline. Day 19 without MO May 18, 2024 at 6:34 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: May 18, 2024 at 6:37 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Slipped with edging (ME, not MO) Amazing how once I start I get utterly LOST in it. Bad idea for breaking out of flatline. Day 19 without MO
  
  May 18, 2024 at 6:34 PM
2. +TenPercent
  No real urge for sex or MO (Day 19 w/o MO). Weird early onset flatline? Hope to be intimate with my partner tonight - that's why I'm off MO.
  
  May 18, 2024 at 9:44 AM
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 17 without MO. Halfway to my current goal. Feels like I'm on the right path.
  
  May 16, 2024 at 11:15 AM
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4. +TenPercent
  Really depressed today. Device on. It helps to remind me of my priorities. I need to set my priorities. Going to go for 33 days without MO.
  
  May 14, 2024 at 5:38 PM
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 15 without MO. Going for 21. Had a rough night last night and was tempted to add more days(?)
  
  May 14, 2024 at 9:06 AM
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6. +TenPercent
  Confession - I compulsively edged yesterday. No MO and having sex are a success, but the after sex urges were too much. I don't want to
  
  May 12, 2024
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  2. +TenPercent
    throw away what I've worked so hard for. Grateful that I did not O, so technically its day 13 without MO. I want to channel all of that energy into more sex, more love making with my partner, not selfishly pleasuring myself.
    
    May 12, 2024
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 12 without MO and the reward . . . sex! Isn't that the goal? Already I feel urge to MO, but hoping to channel it into more love making.
  
  May 11, 2024
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  2. +TenPercent
    The increased urge to O was a factor, but I think accountability helps even more. Several people have been supporting me in my goal to not MO and to have more sex (more than once a month) - I think that helped me to make the effort to initiate and my partner was very happy to oblige. :)
    
    May 11, 2024
    
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8. +TenPercent
  I have committed to another week (10 more days) without MO. So grateful for my AP's guidance and support.
  
  May 10, 2024
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 11 without MO. Felt flatline-ish all day, then WHAM! a trigger and a wave of heart racing urges to MO. Taking deep breaths.
  
  May 10, 2024
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10. +TenPercent
  Still on day 10, without MO. I feel I am getting guidance to stick to doing MO once every two weeks (instead of once a week). Progress not
  
  May 9, 2024
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  2. +TenPercent
    perfection. Try this for now. Hopefully it will lead to more sex . . . and that will lead me to MO even less. Last night I had a very erotic dream, today my head was messed up from recalling that dream and feeling all that arousal. Better now. I have survived that and feel more confident now.
    
    May 9, 2024
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 10 without MO. Double digits for the first time in a long time. No MO until Monday . . . as I'm trying to draw new bottom lines.
  
  May 9, 2024
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12. +TenPercent
  I did not MO yesterday (wasn't easy!) That means that even by my old rules, I can't MO until next Monday, anything else would be a relapse.
  
  May 7, 2024
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13. +TenPercent
  It's Monday and I am NOT going to MO today. I've gone 100+ days in the past. Not sure why it's daunting now. But I'm determined to improve.
  
  May 6, 2024
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14. +TenPercent
  Struggling with a trigger, strong urges to MO to it, regrets about NOT having sex with my partner enough.
  
  May 5, 2024
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  2. +TenPercent
    Device on. OMG, its helping so much. Feel peace rather than anxiety. Its helping me to get through the urges from this trigger. Could have very easily relapsed with MO.
    
    May 5, 2024
    
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  3. GodsDaughter
    I find that it isn't necessarily about "enough" sex that's the problem, but rather, how we see MO, how we see relationships, and sex in general, that can be helpful. Not seeing sex as a crutch for happiness or peace. You already have peace inside of you.
    
    May 5, 2024
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Thank you for bringing it back to centre! Peace is inside us. Sex and MO are just things that people do. It gets problematic when we use these things to change the way we feel . . . to escape. I need to ponder this more. And, in so doing, hopefully I will get/stay more centered.
    
    May 6, 2024
    
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15. +TenPercent
  Wet Dream!! Very unexpected. Fifth one in my life, I think. Wonder if it was something I ate . . .
  
  Apr 27, 2024
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16. +TenPercent
  OMG, very very near slip last night, near slipping at this moment. Must hold out from MO for about 8 more hours . .
  
  Apr 15, 2024
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  2. Orphan
    You can do this, @+TenPercent!!! I'm rooting for you!
    
    Apr 15, 2024
    
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  3. Jett25
    I feel that way right now too, it’s tough but we can overcome together. If you want connect, Snap is Jaeth125 & Telegram is @BJ1250
    
    Apr 17, 2024
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Each day brings its challenges and temptations. I have stayed on the path for awhile now and hope to keep going.
  
  Apr 7, 2024
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18. +TenPercent
  Reaping the rewards of resistance. No P. Did not MO. I feel better about myself and . . . had great sex last night. :)
  
  Apr 6, 2024
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19. +TenPercent
  Still struggling with urges to MO and anxiety after being deeply triggered two days ago. This too shall pass . . .
  
  Apr 5, 2024
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  2. Syphax
    Stay strong man..
    
    Apr 5, 2024
    
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20. +TenPercent
  OMG, super triggered yesterday! Still feeling it today. Have a nagging desire to M and release. A persistent, slight urge that won't go away
  
  Apr 4, 2024
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Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)
0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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