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+TenPercent

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Slipped with edging (ME, not MO) Amazing how once I start I get utterly LOST in it. Bad idea for breaking out of flatline. Day 19 without MO May 18, 2024 at 6:34 PM

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    1. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      OMG, super triggered yesterday! Still feeling it today. Have a nagging desire to M and release. A persistent, slight urge that won't go away
      Apr 4, 2024
      1. Khufu, Sychar and Orphan like this.
    2. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Warm weather today. Very warm. And extreme temptation from seeing VERY immodest clothing.
      Apr 3, 2024
      1. Khufu, Sychar and Orphan like this.
    3. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      M is for Monday. And Monday is for M!
      Apr 1, 2024
      1. Sychar, Khufu and HenryforwardV2 like this.
    4. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Some strong urges to M lately. It feels wrong when my relationship is going so well. I come here and am inspired to see some of my friends
      Mar 30, 2024
      1. Sychar and Khufu like this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        have achieved PMO free streaks of a week or more. I'm proud of them and it encourages me to stay strong.
        Mar 30, 2024
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    5. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Sudden wave of sadness. Maybe just coming down from too many good things.
      Mar 27, 2024
      1. Sychar, Khufu and Orphan like this.
    6. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      The secret is out, but not to the world yet. Just really really tired now. I will not M today. Not so sure about tomorrow.
      Mar 24, 2024
      1. Sychar, Khufu, Lou Bloom and 1 other person like this.
      2. Orphan
        Orphan
        Tomorrow can take care of itself, friend. Just you focus on today. You're doing great.
        Mar 24, 2024
    7. Sychar
      Sychar
      It's wonderful to have you back.❣
      Mar 23, 2024
      1. Khufu and +TenPercent like this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        It is wonderful to have made your acquaintance. I have spend many years on this site (over 6) and are rapidly becoming one of my favourite fapstronauts ever. :)
        Mar 24, 2024
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      3. Sychar
        Sychar
        The feeling is mutual, I was lost here in this post.
        Apr 17, 2024
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    8. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      "I've got a secret that I can't explain. The secret is this love." It's hard to bear. I can't share it until I share it with the one I love.
      Mar 23, 2024
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      3. Sychar
        Sychar
        Is love towards the same person? or do we have a new participant?
        Mar 23, 2024
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      4. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        The same person. Over 4 years now. She's the one I will spend my life with. <3
        Mar 24, 2024
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      5. Sychar
        Sychar
        Is beautiful
        Mar 24, 2024
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    9. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      And now, day 0 without MO. (My Monday allowance). It would have been better to let the day pass without M? but at least it's over with.
      Mar 18, 2024
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      2. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        I fear once I have sex for the first time, this PMO shit will come back with a vengeance
        Mar 18, 2024
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    10. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      12 days without MO and . . . sex! Amazing sex! So glad that I didn't MO yesterday. :)
      Mar 17, 2024
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    11. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Almost relapsed!! My AP just helped talk me off the ledge with ice, deep breaths and the device.
      Mar 16, 2024
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Today is day 12 without MO (or O). Planning / hoping to make love with my gf tonight. That surely triggered the urges (a sign of recovery?). So grateful to be in my device now. Haven't been using it much. But to MO just now would have RUINED our lovely evening.
        Mar 16, 2024
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      3. Orphan
        Orphan
        Sending you many congratulations! You did really well to take those choices, and I hope you feel, not just grateful, but PROUD of yourself!! Have a great evening.
        Mar 16, 2024
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    12. Sychar
      Sychar
      In this war I always win. ;)
      Mar 14, 2024
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    13. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Oh boy, strong urges to MO right now. Tempted even to just edge. Long day at work. Did well, but struggling with urges now that I'm done.
      Mar 14, 2024
      1. Lou Bloom, Khufu, Toni7 and 1 other person like this.
      2. Toni7
        Toni7
        You should not do it!. Do something until you forget about it.
        Mar 14, 2024
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      3. ✝️Jesus loves you
        ✝️Jesus loves you
        If you’re religious, memorizing Bible verses about lust and temptation help me.
        Mar 15, 2024
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    14. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 10. Struggling with desires to MO. A triggering thought yesterday, signals from my body after 10 days without. Doing my best to resist.
      Mar 14, 2024
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    15. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      No M yesterday, thus on Day 8 today. Already starting to feel the urges but, with the support of my friends on NoFap . . . I can do this!
      Mar 12, 2024
      1. Gabriel Knight 2.0, Sychar, Mr. Cooler and 3 others like this.
    16. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Today is the day that I can M but . . . I am encouraged by @Faithe to just let this moment 'Float away'.
      Mar 11, 2024
      1. Sychar, Khufu, Keli and 2 others like this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I have been sick the past week+. Very few urges. My addiction tells me that I should M today, because my AP told me that I can (only on Mondays, only once), but I don't HAVE TO. My addiction tells me that if I don't do it today, I can't O until Saturday, maybe, and can't M until NEXT Monday.
        Mar 11, 2024
      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I should have faith that I can do this, and wisdom to know that 2 weeks is better than one. There is a nagging idea in my head to M while I can, but I'm inspired to led that ideas just . . . float away. :)
        Mar 11, 2024
    17. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      In an attempt at moderation, my AP and I agreed that I can only M on Mondays. And only once, of course. That puts me in a use it or lose it
      Mar 4, 2024
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        situation. Had sex with my gf on Saturday. So . . . if I don't M today, I have to wait until Saturday to O, and if we don't have sex, then I have to wait until next Monday to MO. So much for spontaneity, but this helps me avoid ruining intimacy with my M addiction.
        Mar 4, 2024
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        The ideal would be no M at all and to only O during sex, but . . . that really puts me in a tough place when Saturday sometimes comes and goes without sex.
        Mar 4, 2024
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    18. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Trying to M just once a week. None is best for me as an addict, with a partner, but the uncertainty & similarity of sex is a roller coaster.
      Mar 2, 2024
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Making love with a partner is a beautiful thing - helping to fill their sexual needs. But . . . it's complicated as a life long M addict. The O triggers M cravings. And I can never demand my partner to meet my O desires (not a need) so sex is unpredictable.
        Mar 2, 2024
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        And, of course, I can help but anticipate when sex might occur . . . and fail miserably in those anticipations, which then increases the urge to M, both in anticipation and in disappointment.
        Mar 2, 2024
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    19. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Much better now. My AP suggested that I only be allowed to M on Mondays . . . so that's what I did. Back on Day 1 today.
      Feb 20, 2024
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    20. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Blue balls. Thrice hoped to make love with my gf these past two weeks (we didn't), fighting urges to M the whole time. Crazy URGES to M now!
      Feb 18, 2024
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      3. Mr. Unhappy
        Mr. Unhappy
        I’ve never experienced BB.. But prayers for you man, hold on! Most I’ve experienced is pain from extensive edging.
        Feb 18, 2024
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      4. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I think it's about the same, but maybe worse sometimes when you are hoping for sex and then don't have it. Or maybe that . . . and edging. I get blue balls from edging. Though some of the worst is from expecting sex and not getting it. Painful AND so swollen. It 'feels like" they're so big you could sit on them like a chair!
        Feb 18, 2024
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      5. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        and they're better now after some exercise and ibuprofen.
        Feb 18, 2024
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    Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
    Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)
    0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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