Hey everyone I just want to tell everyone to watch out I was on YouTube searching something that has nothing to do with porn but when I searched I could not find the video I watched but I kept scrolling down to see if it was at the bottom then all the sudden I got a picture 18+ and I think the man was naked on top of a girl. I am not counting that as a relapse because I scrolled away very quickly but I thought it was weird considering that's not even close to what I was searching for. Maybe I need to stay off youtube for awhile.
if you see some triggers by accident, it's certainly not a relapse. If it was a relapse when ever you see something by accident, none of us would be able to get to 90 days unless someone inprisons himself in his room with no media for 90 days
I remember when I accidentally found a video on youtube of a woman giving birth and you could actually see her sitting there naked,bleeding and stuff.. (I believe it's still there) and it was very awkward because back then I was very young. so ya, be careful with the things you search on youtube
Even if there isn't actual porn, there are plenty of p-subs. Keep away from Youtube if it causes you to relapse.
I didn't cause me to relapse i am holding total accountability in myself I now don't blame anyone else but myself for my problems and I know if I want to get out of this loop it's up to me to make the right decisions and fix everything I don't like about myself. This isn't simply just about PMO anymore I am now changing everything about myself I don't like, and it will only happen with discipline.
That's accidental. Not a relapse, not even a slip-up. Especially if you scroll away. YouTube is fairly dangerous. It has many documentaries about porn, one of them shows very explicit scenes and it's there in its entirety. No one found out yet. And there are many intros from porn videos of girls just being in their thongs, etc. This is how I was edging few relapses ago. Don't do it anymore.
I wouldn't recommend staying away from YouTube completely, I'd say you try to just enter YouTube for a purpose, and once you're done you shut it off.
Many YouTube videos nowadays has clickbait thumbnails (video picture) that is racy and has nothing to do with the actual video.
