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Your relapse will not be MY weakness.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by russel9900, Apr 24, 2014.

  1. Apr 24, 2014 #1
    russel9900

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    My sick, P addicted brain is a strung out junkie who is willing to do ANYTHING for a fix. I am nearing my 30 day mark, and I NEARLY looked at P just now. What caused this? I was reading relapse stories and I justified relapsing. I was observing counters with recent relapses and giving myself the go-ahead. When I was about to look at P, I got SUPER pissed at myself for allowing your relapses to make me weak. I don't want my story to be one of weakness. I don't want to relapse because I have made it this far and "deserve" to relapse. My story is going to be one of strength and steadfastness. My story is going to read, "Hopeless P addict quits cold turkey and never looked back." If you have relapsed, I am sorry, but don't justify relapsing because you have beaten your record or are doing better than most. This is about you. Kick PMO's ass today.
     
    russel9900, Apr 24, 2014
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  2. Apr 24, 2014 #2
    Loren

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    Nice catch. Close call. It is good to read the success stories.
     
    Loren, Apr 24, 2014
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  3. Apr 24, 2014 #3
    JoelJJ777

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    We have to commit for life! Amen!!!

    I don't want red numbers on my counter, neither on my life!
     
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  4. Apr 24, 2014 #4
    anjunabeats

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    I like the stern attitude, bro! Pardon my french, but fuck PMO! i feel better now ah
     
    anjunabeats, Apr 24, 2014
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  5. Apr 24, 2014 #5
    salvage

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    Hahahaha! Empowered I feel by this post. This was the whole purpose when I created the group FINAO. Failure is not an option. It is great that we have a community here, but often I see too many relapses. They are followed by little quotes, "perseverence is continuous short streaks." That is in my humble opiion some b.s. We have been doing little streaks our whole life, no one PMO's 24/7. What we need is to quit, and quit for good. Not for 30, 60, 90 days, but forever, if not we will always find ourselves in the position we were in when we started feeling empty and desolate. Let us stop pitying ourselves, I am only saying this because I believe we can all cold turkey this thing if we are willing to lose ourselves in the process. And even if we die inside (figuratively since no one will die from not PMO'ing) we die as the men we always wanted to be. Amen!!
     
    salvage, Apr 24, 2014
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