You have to be willing to fight

No matter how afraid I am, no matter how much my mind speaks. I cannot keep myself held back anymore. I can’t live my life with fear, I cannot run away into my home. When I was a careless loser I just went about life without reason. I had no opinion and I had no stance to take, I felt like shit.

It’s no wonder, when I didn’t care about life. I just went day by day without thought and without action. Just another nothing wandering about taking up space. Do you actually feel good about being like that? Sitting and watching porn which is filth and always will be. Whores and loser guys swapping disease, I don’t give a fuck about them. I don’t desire them anymore.

If you care about your life you wouldn’t pay attention to that smut. You wouldn’t sit there jerking off to others wasting time just like you. Staring down every girl that never wanted you to even look. If you live that kind of life, you should give up and just be alone. Leave everyone alone and waste away, it has to be harsh because nobody listens to advice.

If you don’t comply you will live and die, don’t try and make anyone care about you if you don’t. I’d rather spit on you than sit there and listen to your complaints. I’m a miserable person at times but I learn from it. I come here and talk not caring if I’m banned or insulted. I have no reason to fear, I’m following my path and that’s all there is to it.