Yo Here is my story: My fall started 17 years ago when my first jerk off was at 9 ( felt so good and i had no orgasm). Now at my current age i never had a gf( no kisses,no hold hands, no nothing ) , never had a fukin job (low self esteem) and no fukin real friends. Why i ended here is because i have a sad & rough past. Today i ussualy don't watch porn on the net, instead i am addicted to h&nt4i games/movies, nude 4rt and other #ex games.I think this thing is even more dangerous than watching porn because i visualize that 4rt and then i try to create my perfect girl in my games (its like living in dreams). But in real life most girls are not like these barbies i play with. 2 days ago i deleted them all from my pc(every picture, every god damn game) and since then i didn't PMO.I have 2 full weeks since my last orgasm but i was faping almost everyday (exception is last 2 days). I want to reach 77 days without PMO. I bet it will be a big hustle like i never seen before, just me against the devil.
Good luck man ! The extra time and energy you get from abstaining, try putting it into some other hobby or past-time.. Something not involving computers at all maybe ? I'm new here too, and gotta say, 77 days is a steep target. But all the more respect to you when you pull it off !
7 is my number(birth time) and also a divine number, yet i don't believe in gods but when i'm in trouble i ask for help to my other self from the infinity.
