Would you consider a handjob from a woman a relapse? One little fact in my case. I’m a prone masturbator or I was . I’m trying to recover from years of self harm. I never used my hand to masturbate.
If you’re going on hard mode, where you’re trying to abstain from any type of sex even with a partner, I would say it’s a relapse. If you’re not on hard mode, then I would say it’s not a relapse, because real sex is better than porn and masturbation!
Never understood getting handjobs from women. If i want a handjob id just do it my self as i can do it 100% better..if a women is giving you handjob why not fuck her or atleast get a bj.TBH i would not let a girl give me a handjob at this point as i personally would see it as a failure.