Year Four Of: The Weirdest Holiday Tradition You’ll Ever See

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Dodgerschokedagain, Nov 27, 2019.

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    DAY NINETEEN:
    Today was a tough one because I was very busy and stressed out from school. I almost got in a car accident again and school was stressful. So I failed but busy days are ahead with little time to fail. Tomorrow, Wednesday, and Thursday all have after school events and I have tests to study for this week.
     
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    DAY TWENTY:
    Today was a snow day from school. I got to get away again which was really nice. We do have school tomorrow and I am busy so that’s good on the NoFap front. Every day is really hard but I made it through today okay, I had a moment where I beat the urge for honestly maybe the first time this year. I think with 8 days left I’m going a little crazy. Ugh.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-ONE:
    Today was a stressful and busy day with school and shit. I was out all of the evening, I was very close to fapping but then we had to leave and I was too tired to even think about it when we got back.

    With one week left, I am three quarters of the way there. Once Christmas break starts it’s the end game. Everything begins to fall into place and the meaning of the challenge begins to show. Just have to get there and finish strong.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-TWO:
    Well, for only the second time in the entire 22 days so far, I reached 3 days without fapping. I will break my record for 2019 by making it another hour. I was out all day today but my mind is still racing and it’s getting very hard. The bad side of me wants to stay up until the record is broken but the good side says go to sleep it’s a school night. I need to choose wisely.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-THREE:
    Well... at least school was good. I broke my record by only 15 minutes. Then at the end of the day I had really bad blue balls that “needed release” not my proudest moment. Onto Christmas break.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-FOUR:
    Well today was a rebound in a big way. Didn’t get to be my usual edgelord self, I feel a little better no blue balls now. But Thursday still feels like light years away, and I have a lazy day tomorrow which will be tough, we’ll see how it goes.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-FIVE:
    Rough go today. Big failing day but this is probably it for the season. Three busy days remain hopefully it gets easier.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-SIX:
    I made it nearly the whole day until 4 minutes ago without fail. I felt good but I just gave myself too much leeway and here I am. Once again I failed. I feel like in terms of personal growth this NoFap has been a success but NoFap wise it’s been a near total failure, just like last year. Last year I was able to finish on almost a 4 day streak, this year I can only finish with a streak of 2 days and 7 minutes. Not good. Just have to keep that streak alive into Thursday.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-SEVEN:
    Merry Christmas fellas. We got a dub today, no nutting in my house. I’m just trying to finish strong, very excited for my presents tomorrow and seeing my family, also because it’s the LAST DAY somehow. Wow! One more time and until then happy holidays!
     
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    DAY TWENTY-EIGHT:
    Well, just a few more minutes and that’s all she wrote boys. It’s been fun. I made out like a bandit today, got a lot of what I wanted but all the sitting around did get boring, oh well. See you guys... in well... we’ll see.
     
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    UPDATE: It is currently 12:04 A.M. and you know what that means, this challenge is officially over. 11 months from right now I will be beginning the next season. November 26, 2020 is my return to NoFap challenges. But even though it’s done I’m not leaving. This is only the postseason, not the offseason. The offseason because well, Twelve Days Of Christmas. I may be keeping updates on my return to normal on here until my final sign off January 6th. Merry Christmas fapstronauts and good luck on your journeys.
     
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    DAY TWENTY-NINE:
    First day off went pretty well. It’s weird having no restrictions again. I’m sad and I’m sure that you all are too but NoFap is only special for me in the holiday season. My adjustments to cold and harsh winter will be important in the coming weeks, with the end of break looming in the distance.
     
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    DAY THIRTY:
    Well, it’s been two days and I’ve already well surpassed my normal fapping rate. I think it’s the end of challenge effect. I do it whenever I feel like now but that will balance out with time.