I was on a 58 day streak, feeling GREAT, doing my job and the things I love to do. Today for no reason, I just woke up edging and PMOing to the pictures I have from girls I used to sext... Result? Late for work, unable to concentrate. foggy minded, feeling like a worthless piece shit. now want to punch my own face.. it took SO much effort and time to be where I was.. and now Im back to the same thing I was before.. starting over I want to be free from this filthy behaviour so Im gonna block these girls and everything related to sex that my phone have. Im thinking about punish myself somehow , so I wont do it again.. do you guys do it?
Great idea to block those chicks but don't be too hard on yourself. Remember that where others fail, we learn. You won't make same mistake never again, which IMO is great news. But if you want to punish yourself, I recommend my daily exercise: 6 mile run and 100 push ups. And if you're better shape than me, do 100 chin ups and 200 push ups ant then go for a run. That should do the trick...
