So its the first day of work and I was being shown around by this MILF. OMG she got such a nice donk. Im trying my best to not look but she keeps bending down in front of me. I keep getting this recurring thought of me just pounding the heck out of her from the back. Also she intentionally brush her breast onto my hand. I have been avoiding P for the last 19 days but it seems like I am attracting girls, when I don't need to. Sorry for sounding like a horned dog but I think my flatline is over.
Reconsider your language. Seriously, it's a problem. Thinking in terms like "milf" will put you at a disadvantage. It preps your mind for future indulgence. What can you learn about her as a person instead of fantasizing? Who is she really? What is your relationship, honestly, what is your relationship to her?