Will i recover?

It's just that you fap way to much and too often, i used to be that way too, I would do it till it was raw. Just leave it alone a few more days, it's best to quit fapping when your young because this could seriously affect your adult life. My life is in shambles right now because of it.

 

Porn is highly addictive and takes some time to recover from, but you can recover. Stop watching porn and stop fapping. Your body needs time to heal and you need to let it.

 

And talk to someone make a friend, I can tell you how much it's helped me.

 

I'm confused, you said you're 14 but your profile says you're 37? Anyway.... in my SAA (Sex Addicts Anonymous) program I've had porn & wanking as an acceptable daily practice because of a rare type of neuropathy I've had in my prostate, penis & ass for nearly 4 years. Yeah I know, it sounds freaky as hell, I don't share about it much, but it's true. I've seen many specialists & none have any clue what to do. Several meds had no effect at all. It's similar to a dry anal (or prostate) orgasm which is a real thing if anyone's heard if them. They only last during sex til you cum, but mine last 10-14 hours a day every single day increasing in intensity all day until by night I'm climbing the walls with my fingernails needing release by cumming, which brings relief for an hour or two before going insane again. I'm gay but I don't think that has anything to do with it, but OMG I wanna fuck & get fucked so badly! Most font know this but the ass has thousands of sensitive nerve endings & it is considered a sexual organ. So there, I said it. Yeah it's insane! Only in a few SAA meetings have I shared in a vague manner about this. But I don't wanna sugar coat this with you here. I'm on day 5 today. After watching the Gary Wilson YouTube video I decided I'd better try no porn/no wank & see what happens. I'm fucking terrified! How will I ever do this? Sorry to the str8 guys for sharing this but it's my experience, something I've lived with for nearly 4 years so please don't put me down or try to negate or downplay my experience. I've thought of suicide, wanted to cut my dick off, cut out my prostate, cut out my sphincter, all insane thoughts. I've used large toys too. Edging all day & night, shooting 5 or more times in a day. But in the past nearly 2 years no marathon wank sessions to porn. No more than 5 hours tops & only a few times. So just a couple hours ago I started looking at porn in my stash - I won't dare get on the net. I told myself only a few minutes to find a certain model & I spent over an hour. I didn't get hard or jack, but OMFG I wanna cum so bad! But I WILL NOT! I won't let myself feel the horrible remorse & shame I'll feel if I came. So I realize I can't look at this stuff, why do that to myself?! I'm venting here, guys. God help me!

 

He means just keep not fapping he's trying to help you out due