Why to start on this?

Hello!!

My name is Fernando, I'm from Argentina (sorry if I misspell often, be comprehensive! ), I'm 25 years old, and I'm a student. Also I'm gay.

I've always fapped watching premium porn since I can remember, and I think it may have distorted the body image I have to me and to other "real men", not to mention my libido has went really down.

When I have sexual encounters with other guys, many of the times I haven't been able to mantain an erection, and this is having a huge impact on my self esteem.

Just this week I had an encounter with this guy ... he was perfect!. He was beautiful, sexy, sweet, and he was truly interested in me! But when we get to the bed I could't get stimulated, even though I really really liked him, and he really really put an effort trying to get me hard. So after 2 hours of trying, I could'n be able to have sex and we went to sleep.
I got so mad at myself that when I came to my home I cried for like 2 days because of the frustration. I feel I've hit the ground this time. I mean, I'm just 25! I'm too young to suffer erectile dysfunction, or a low libido!! And I blame the porn and masturbation habit.

So I just decided I'm starting an abstinence of porn and masturbation, hoping I can cure myself and someday have a healthy sexual life.

Maybe posting this will fulfill my inspiration today to start.
Wish me luck!

 

Thank you very much @Daniel stops , I'm glad I finally came here to publicly start the challenge! I've already see a bunch of videos of the addicton, but I'll listen to you and watch these ones. I know I can, and I know we can