When I was a young boy, 13, I so much wanted to have a gf. Most of the kids in my school were kinda dating/seeing others. In the movies and shows, most guys had gf's. There were a lot of factors that was against me: my physical stature was underdeveloped, my english was limited, my cloth were from the thrift store, and other stuff. there were some girls that were attracted to me but they were not attractive to me. so I was lonely. I found a stack of nudy magazines and that was my happiness, I would use it all the time and when they go old, I would steal magazines from a local book/magazine shop. Then one of my friends sold me porn videos on VHS (We did not have cell phones back then). the movies took me to the next level. I was dependant on P and when I became older and had gf's, I could not relate to them. They were only there to complete the acts that I had seen on those videos. Here I'm almost 40 years later and realized why I became addicted to P: Loneliness. As I read the posts on this site, loneliness and the need to fill it is the main driving force to people to watch P for satisfaction. Like to hear your stories.
Same here I started using porn because I kept getting rejected by women at 13ish. I was curious about the naked body of women. My friend showed me one porn video. Felt nothing, forgot about it (the girl wasn't that cute in it). Then I forgot about it for a few months. Maybe 6? I remember he showed me that video. I was like HOL up. I started going on YouTube and found a hot women. I was like "yeah okay I get it now". All because I got rejected.
